i'd short circuit if i wasn't short on time

i'd like to freak out now if i have the time. except i don't. it's gotten so bad that i dream of full-on hypothetical of property fact patterns in my head and solving them. i think i'm starting to go into my numb and auto-pilot mode. i've been intensely studying for the past 2 weeks and already feel burnt-out and ready to just fuck it. i can't imagine anyone studying like this for the past 2 MONTHS. i would've died and not care by now if i started doing that...

hope all this shit comes back when i sit down to do the exam... i fucking hate you CalBar.